Quotes, Meanings, Resons,

"Stab me in the heart 1000xs why don't yew. My heart hurts it feels like someone yanked it out stabbed it 1000 different ways and shoved it back in with all the pain. It doesn't feel good at all. :/"

Worst time of my life, I felt betrayed, I felt just like that, and I for some reason wrote that, I wrote this trying to express my feelings. I remember also thinking I dodn't want this certain persone to critcize my writing, he actually liked it. That surprised me.(:

"I dont want to be in pain anymore. I want to be done, to be left unburdened and naked, to tear the hurt off my body like layers of clothes. I'm not healed, but for this moment, I'm better."

Oh my'! the most recent feeling, this just made me think of how I'm so slutty, I don't want to be like that anymore, I read Loose Girl, it opened my eyes to it all. That is were this was brought by.(:

Recap,

ohh wow' so i remembered I had this thingy && i was re-reading all my post, I posted so stupid things on this blogg, pretty much just saying I was bored. I'm such a boring person then'! Haaa' i am not(: I remember those days, we would have subs and I couldnt leave class to be outside//: i always got in trouble, for that, being on the computer, talking back to Joseph, and sitting on the tables. It's weird how when yewr with certain teachers, in a different environment they have different personalities, hmm' but i suppose. Okayy' so they only smart thing i did post on her was "Stab me in the heart 1000xs why don't yew. My heart hurts it feels like someone yanked it out stabbed it 1000 different ways and shoved it back in with all the pain. It doesn't feel good at all. :/"

Sandoval

he's such a loser he's being really mean right now calling me a nerd but it's fun just hanging with him. ummmmmm' i'm bored(:

Saturday Night

ahaha :) best night of my life!? pretty much it was a good night aha. went to Lauren's party damn her family is crazy! lmbo it was fun tho. Vincent gave me orange juice!!!!!! Which was spiked! idunno if it was vodka or tequilla no one tells me what it was!!! >:( But it was good tho!!!!! Aha but Sunday I had a hang over :/ don't really remember what happened but it was crazy!!!!!! :)

fml! :P

ahahaha its boring in farm!!!! i wanna be at home!!!!!! i hate skewl now and days and idunno why. i just do :/ but i actually like to be here afterskewl its so quiet. && peaceful thats what I need now and days.


"Stab me in the heart 1000xs why don't yew. My heart hurts it feels like someone yanked it out stabbed it 1000 different ways and shoved it back in with all the pain. It doesn't feel good at all. :/"

FARM!

Ehh okay so I'm in farm right now && pretty damn bored! We have a subsitute and we're supposed to be doing some worksheet thingy. Horticulture!? wth is that anywho!?!?! hahaha idunno but I'm pretty damn bored and I'm doing this cause they we're making fun of me about me typing blogs!!!! Grrrrr hahahaha ugh I'm pretty hungry tho....hmmmm I want....chinese,no mexican, no itailan,mmmmm no chinese.! Okay for sure chinese! :) Ahhhh I'm just hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :/ Hahahahahahaha mmmmm mnvkjdfhkgjhsjkfhuydsgyfisgu
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^result of boredom! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ :DDDDDDD
:)

ugh!

i was on this blog idunno how many times waiting for deleon to post one so we can actually do it! && nothing :/ im very upset! bwahahaha :) i pretty bored XP