Quotes, Meanings, Resons,

"Stab me in the heart 1000xs why don't yew. My heart hurts it feels like someone yanked it out stabbed it 1000 different ways and shoved it back in with all the pain. It doesn't feel good at all. :/"

Worst time of my life, I felt betrayed, I felt just like that, and I for some reason wrote that, I wrote this trying to express my feelings. I remember also thinking I dodn't want this certain persone to critcize my writing, he actually liked it. That surprised me.(:

"I dont want to be in pain anymore. I want to be done, to be left unburdened and naked, to tear the hurt off my body like layers of clothes. I'm not healed, but for this moment, I'm better."

Oh my'! the most recent feeling, this just made me think of how I'm so slutty, I don't want to be like that anymore, I read Loose Girl, it opened my eyes to it all. That is were this was brought by.(:

Recap,

ohh wow' so i remembered I had this thingy && i was re-reading all my post, I posted so stupid things on this blogg, pretty much just saying I was bored. I'm such a boring person then'! Haaa' i am not(: I remember those days, we would have subs and I couldnt leave class to be outside//: i always got in trouble, for that, being on the computer, talking back to Joseph, and sitting on the tables. It's weird how when yewr with certain teachers, in a different environment they have different personalities, hmm' but i suppose. Okayy' so they only smart thing i did post on her was "Stab me in the heart 1000xs why don't yew. My heart hurts it feels like someone yanked it out stabbed it 1000 different ways and shoved it back in with all the pain. It doesn't feel good at all. :/"